job searching is a bitch

ugh. some job application sites or stupidly redundant…I just applied at an org …and on their application portal…..it made me upload my resume AND paste it into a dumb text box.really. wtf

coming soon

a friend just wrote a blog about a letter she once wrote to future self when she was young

and then wrote a letter to her younger self from the present time

what would you write to your younger self?

my letter will come soon….

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range

there are the things we put up with and the things we don’t

there are the people we make space for and the ones we don’t

beyond all sleights and feints

there is a place…I may meet you there

duality

at times

it is incredible the amount of goodness and example my father can be

yet

at times

i cannot stand the old, cynical piece of shit

he boils my blood

let us leave that there.

time

little things have come to pass

and big things have come to pass

but I ruminate on the things that cannot be

I found all the old love letters you have written me.

and not once, would I give that back.

wince

one too far

one not far enough

once over

once under

not even in waiting for gratitude

is there an ounce for joy

a word too soon

and not soon enough

an act undone

if not repaid with kindness or gratitude.

stop…asking…for too much….

no more

forever