fuckin’ shit

just called the family doctor’s clinic…. made an appointment for tomorrow @ 9:30 am CST

monday night I got bitten by some unknown insect in bed and the swelling has not decreased…the pain gets worse and it’s not looking good…. I hate going to the doctor and have forced myself to just call now

I can’t believe some insect can incapacitate me like this…. you have no idea how unhappy I am….

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gratitude is the best and first well of virtue, the one from which all other virtues spring

I’m so grateful for how some people around me show their gratitude …

my office manager  – she’s a sweetheart, earlier Monday morning she snuck into my office and put a cold Pepsi on my desk – then sometimes I give her a Pepsi too….we trade off like that sometimes…. we know how much each other likes Pepsi

the other day I had lunch with my friend and colleague “L” …. we were at a nice place downtown and when I ordered my burger, she interjected and told the server I like my burger well done… because she knows that place better than I do and knows that they tend to like to make their burger patties cooked to only medium well …. she knows that I only like my meats well done…. I’m so grateful I have friends like that who remember that…when I don’t know a place that well…

I have other friends who, when we eat out, they’ll order a coke/cherry coke for me if I’m in the bathroom or am not there to order yet…some others remind me to cut back on the soda/salt…my two addictions I like to call “my alcohol” problem…. what else are friends for? lol….. they sing the song you forgot the lyrics to in your heart…

—————– questions and answers———-

my friend V the other day asked me a personal question – I had to give a quite graphic answer … one she was not expecting…it kinda grossed her out and she said she regretted asking me at all…. to which I said that she should not ask a question to which she doesn’t already know the answer to or especially one where she doesn’t want to know the answer to… haha…

but you know in truth…

sometimes you have to prepare for all answers

and be prepared that you must accept some answers are without question,

and some questions are without answers

there is great courage in realizing this.

 

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