where does the counselor go get counseled?
what does a rock lay on
they see when I am strong and don’t see when I fall apart
he sees when I walk out, but discounts when I walk in
she sees when I bend and carry on, but is oblivious to when I break
you see when I am strong, and forget where I cannot be.
when I disappoint you, believe you me, I let myself down most.
the standards I break are not yours to keep
they are mine’s to elevate
I’m sorry if I cannot give or do… as you wish
there are things I will not and cannot, and shall not do and give you
where I fall short,…. forgive me
where I disappoint you…. I’m sorry. I know I disappoint myself the most.
where does the rock go
who counsels the counselor?
I found the source of my pain and suffering.
and I will never forgive myself.
I must find peace.
I can only make it with myself.
======================== SUMMER IS ENDING
I gotta get back in the saddle
and chin up
summer is ending
the days are shorter, night comes sooner
I gotta cheer up more with an old friend and hobby…… THE ART OF PHOTOGRAPHY
before fall I must go snap beautiful pictures throughout the city that I love and live/work in
nature, beauty, people, landscape, birds, trees, insects, ….. the things and people who matter to me.
i gotta get back in the saddle….
long nights, long drives alone….solace in my solitude. i need a drink. i take no counsel of my fears. i must have affairs with my hopes and romance my dreams.
where I am….is too dark to see.